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There are times when I cant decide whether to see you or not, I want to see you because I miss you but there are times when I dont want to see you because everytime I do, the fact that you dont see me the way that I see you hurts me even more...

The weirdest thing happened the other morning... I woke up with tears in my eyes... and one rolling down my cheek... and I knew I must have been dreaming of you again.

I'm not supposed to love you, I'm not supposed to care, I'm not supposed to live my life wishing you were there, I'm not supposed to wonder where you are and what to do, I'm sorry I can't help myself, I'm in love with you.

You're not worth the tears, you're not worth the heartache. I don't know why I give you the time. You're not worth the pain, you're not worth the emptiness. I don't know why I wish you were mine.

I'm sorry for crying over you, because I said I wouldn't. But I didn't promise you that, because I knew it would be a promise I would never be able to keep. It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye.

Nothing hurts more than realising he meant everything to you, but you meant nothing to him.

Love is a precious gift that people try to hold onto until the end of time, even when there is nothing left to hold.

You learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry.

True love is when you have to watch a friend leave, with the knowledge that you might never see him again. But you know he'll be in your mind and heart forever...

When it's broken you can never put back the pieces.

Life is not the way you want it to be.

When you that someone's hurting you so much, just stop. We know that it hurts a lot..

Don't push yourself too hard. Coz we all know, that in every ending, there's such a thing that we call the beginning..
It only hurts when you start pretending it doesn't..

"Love starts with a smile, Grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear."

Jean invited me, my sis, Joseph, Phil, Jenny and KM to JJ for a movie on the 29/1..and I invited arnold too..most of them cant manage to go..here’s their reason:

My sis: not feeling well.. T.T
Joseph: wanna go Thailand liao..
Phil: transport problem..
Jenny: sick.. T.T
KM: Jenny not going so I also don’t wanna go la..

It end up with 3 of us only which is me, Jean and arnold.. =.=”
But nevermind lo..It was a GREAT SUCCESS although we didn’t talk much with each other..
It’s normal for us girls and guys for not talking much with each other..
SHY mah.. LOL.. xD
We actually wanted to watch the new cantonese / mandarin movie [WEDDING GAME / ALL WELL ENDS WELL]..but all tickets FULL liao when I reached there.. DARN!! =.=” again..
Haizzz..so we watched Underworld: Rise of the Lycans [only available for people who is 18 years old and above]..which is about vampires and warewolf..
when we wanna enter the cinema, the worker there asked us ‘Ada bawa IC tak?’..then arnold answered 'Ada’..and I was like so freaking scared at that time cause we’re not 18 years old..so how can we enter? but THANK GOD! Arnold didn’t bring his IC..kekeke..
then the worker asked me ‘ada bawa IC tak?’..then I say ‘takde la’..although I brought mine..kekeke..after that he asked arnold and me ‘Umur u berape’?..arnold answered him ‘18 tahun’..and I answered him ‘im form 6’..LOL.. xD
then he let us in..
WOO HOO!!! Saya menipu dan dia ditipu! Wakkakakakakaka.. *evil laugh*
LOL.. xD
Im always evil..who don’t know?hahax..no la..just kidding..
Im very ‘guai lui’ want you know..LOL.. =P
After watching the show, we met Joony tunes.. :)
But arnold need to go home ady that time.. T___T
So left me, Jean and Joony nia..
Then we lepak-lepak till around 7pm..
Although I didn’t talk much with Joony tunes, I felt kinda happy with his existence..LOL..he’s a funny + cool person le.. *AHEMS*..don’t perasan arr, Joony..rofl..jk..
it’s a fact btw..hehe.. xD
I really had lotsa FUN on this day and all I can say as a conclusion for this story is: IM TREMENDOUSLY HAPPY!!!~ ^^
Hope to go out with you guys again.. :)




tooWent back to my mum’s hometown which is in Sitiawan..
There’s nothing much on the 1st day of CNY..
Just go and visit my great grandmother nia..&&&&&&&&&&&&
(collect angpows)..wheeeeeee!.. =P
On the 2nd day le, I woke up as early as 7.50am..
cuz need to go for the MCA open house..need to give out some help in giving people foods [satay, karipap, fried chicken, ‘vadei’, otak-otak, cakes, etc etc]..
There’s so damn many people le..It freaks me out man! I was so damn busy in giving out the food for them..Until my ownself also don’t have time for myself to eat.. =.=”
Haizzz…But nevermind la..it helps me to ‘jien fei’ mah..LOL.. xD
And somemore I got no mood to eat food this few days..so I don’t mind if I didn’t eat any food on that time..kekeke..
Owh yea..i almost forget the important part..
I drank PURE wine for around 3-4 cups which contain 13.5% of alcohol..
And that was my 1st time drinking pure wine..or maybe my 2nd time..don’t really remember.. =P
Anyway, I was kinda drunk on that day..but im not 100% drunk la..my cheeks was so freaking red..GOSH!
I might crap some nonsence stuff to my family + friends who talk or sms me on that time..
I just wanna use this opportunity to apologize if I’ve said anything wrong to you guys [to whoever who talks with me when im drunk]..IM SORRY.. ‘dui bu qi’..
my cheeks was still red on the next day..but not as red as the day berofe la..
But my otak sudah tak betul le..sot sot jor..or can be said as ‘wayar dalam kepala sudah putus’..LOL.. =.=”
*SIGH*
Wish I was 100% drunk that day..so that I can say whatever I feel like saying..CRAP!! hahahahaha..here's a pic of what i've drank during CNY..


GOSH!! it's my fav game!!!!!
teehee.. xD
Wishing you all happy CHINESE NEW YEAR to everyone who celebrates it..
Or in another version:
‘GONG XI FA CAI, ang pow na lai’..LOL.. xD

Till then..
CIAOZZZZZ~ :)




















IM OFFICIALLY SICK!![jangkitan virus drp *SECRET*dan RESHWEEN]

sobxx.. ='(




WITH ALL I AM - HILLSONG

into Your hand
i commit again
with all I am
for You Lord

You hold my world
in the palm of Your hand
and I'm Yours forever

CHORUS

Jesus I believe in You
Jesus I belong to You
You're the reason that I live
the reason that I sing
with all I am

I'll walk with You
wherever You go
through tears and joy
I'll trust in You

and I will live
in all of Your ways and
Your promises forever

CHORUS

I will worship
I will worship You forever

CHORUS




GOD,pls save me!!

ARGGHHHHHH!!!
so damn stressed up man! damn many homework le especially MODERN MATHS *fainted*..seriously!im not joking..but thank GOD i've already finished almost 60% of my homework.. =P

*PHYSICS - NOT YET FINISH*
*MODERN MATHS - NOT YET FINISH* ='(
*SEJARAH - FINISHED*
*ADD MATHS - FINISHED*
*BIOLOGY -FINISHED*


Not only that,there will be more homework coming up next week (for the CNY hols) .. :(
AIYO!!! sobxxx... ARGHHH!!! =/




Whoever who gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/her:

*PRISCIE MEI*

1. Adorable
2. Caring
3. Loving
4. Understanding
5. Pretty
6. Smart
7. Helpful
8. Unique
9. Friendly
10.Faithful

The person who got tagged has to write 10 things about himself/herself:

1. SUPER SENSITIVE!!
2. a person who really LOVES GOD!! =]
3. hot-tempered
4. open minded
5. love EMO STYLE alot! =P
6. love to joke around
7. playful
8. love to crap
9. kinda friendly [if u're good to me,i'll be good to you]
10.short term memory lost..sorry..LOL

At the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names:

1. Menuka
2. Adrian
3. Don
4. Sara Lee
5. Daljeet
6. Chai
7. Teng Teng [jie]
8. Brenda
9. Joony Tunes aka JY.. LOL!! XD
10.Princess



i got tagged by Priscie mei.. :)




I wanna tag…..

1. Sara Lee

2. Brenda

3. Menuka

4. Dajeet

5. Adrian Yap

6. Don

7. Chai

8. Teng teng [jie]

9. Priscie [mei]

10. Princess



How do you know 1?
From school lor..and also from BSM [YOUTH 1] ^^..

What would you do if you never meet 2?
I would probably MISS her.. =D

What would you do if 3&4 dated you?
GOSH!! Im not a lesbian!!

Do you think 5&6 make a good couple?
Both are guys..SWT =.=”

Do you think 7 is attractive?
DUHHH…

Do you know anything about 8’s family?
Ermmmm…NOPE~ I wish I could..

Tell me something about 9?
She’s DAMN ADORABLE man! What else can I say? Pretty? Sweet? Lovely? Smart? LOL.. =)

What language do 2 speak?
English?

Who is 3 going out with?
No one..or maybe FRENS?

How old is 4?
Same age as mine..

When was the last time you talked to 5?
Errrr…during YACF 08’ camp?

Who’s 6 favourite singer?
Hmmm…??

Would u date 7?
If I was a GUY la.. LOL.. =P

10 single?
Guess so..

What is 9’s last name?
Dunno le..so sorry mei~ T____T

Which school does 2 go to?
MGS if im not mistaken..

What do you think about 3?
Ultimate crapper? LOL.. =D





i got tagged by JOONY TUNES aka JY!! LOL.. XD




Yesterday was the first day of school..
Most of them seems to be happy to meet back their friends after having 6 weeks of school break..they look kinda energetic to me..But sad to say that I’m NOT!!!
My day in school was like so FREAKING BORED + TIRED + RESTLESS + SLEEPY + BLA BLA BLA..to tell the truth, I didn’t sleep the whole day thinking of what will happen in school the next day,who will the 1st one to hug me *LOL* [thx 4 ur warm hug,chai] ^^,what to do,how must I react when I see my friends and the most IMPORTANT reason is IM having INSOMNIA!!! SWT =.=”
Haizzz..

Until here only la..wanna have a nap 1st..
Tataz!~ :)




On x’mas eve, as usual, I’ll go to church to celebrate the born of our saviour, Jesus Christ..as we started to sing x’mas songs, everyone started to stare at me..wanna know why? I think it’s because I sang the song to loud..haha..what to do? I terlalu excited ady..LOL..At the end of the mass, we wished everyone a MERRY AWESOME X’MAS..and I cant forget the moment when a woman said ‘VERY GOOD’ to me,my sis and Jean..cause we’re the only one who sing loudly + full with JOY at our place..LOL..
And the most important thing is…………………………………………………………………………………….
I GOT A NEW HANDPHONE for x’mas!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOO!!! YIPPI YEAY!!!!
=]




I went to Genting on the following day [25/12] to celebrate x’mas..hehe..so nice leh..got santa also..then got so many type of GIANT MASCOT somemore..SYOK GILER MAN!! LOL.. XD
But got so many ppl in genting leh..so sesak..haizzz… T____T


Until here only la…I lazy wanna type somemore..kekeke.. =P
CIAOZZZ!!!

Jean invited me, my sis, Joseph, Phil, Jenny and KM to JJ for a movie on the 29/1..and I invited arnold too..most of them cant manage to go..here’s their reason:

My sis: not feeling well.. T.T
Joseph: wanna go Thailand liao..
Phil: transport problem..
Jenny: sick.. T.T
KM: Jenny not going so I also don’t wanna go la..

It end up with 3 of us only which is me, Jean and arnold.. =.=”
But nevermind lo..It was a GREAT SUCCESS although we didn’t talk much with each other..
It’s normal for us girls and guys for not talking much with each other..
SHY mah.. LOL.. xD
We actually wanted to watch the new cantonese / mandarin movie [WEDDING GAME / ALL WELL ENDS WELL]..but all tickets FULL liao when I reached there.. DARN!! =.=” again..
Haizzz..so we watched Underworld: Rise of the Lycans [only available for people who is 18 years old and above]..which is about vampires and warewolf..
when we wanna enter the cinema, the worker there asked us ‘Ada bawa IC tak?’..then arnold answered 'Ada’..and I was like so freaking scared at that time cause we’re not 18 years old..so how can we enter? but THANK GOD! Arnold didn’t bring his IC..kekeke..
then the worker asked me ‘ada bawa IC tak?’..then I say ‘takde la’..although I brought mine..kekeke..after that he asked arnold and me ‘Umur u berape’?..arnold answered him ‘18 tahun’..and I answered him ‘im form 6’..LOL.. xD
then he let us in..
WOO HOO!!! Saya menipu dan dia ditipu! Wakkakakakakaka.. *evil laugh*
LOL.. xD
Im always evil..who don’t know?hahax..no la..just kidding..
Im very ‘guai lui’ want you know..LOL.. =P
After watching the show, we met Joony tunes.. :)
But arnold need to go home ady that time.. T___T
So left me, Jean and Joony nia..
Then we lepak-lepak till around 7pm..
Although I didn’t talk much with Joony tunes, I felt kinda happy with his existence..LOL..he’s a funny + cool person le.. *AHEMS*..don’t perasan arr, Joony..rofl..jk..
it’s a fact btw..hehe.. xD
I really had lotsa FUN on this day and all I can say as a conclusion for this story is: IM TREMENDOUSLY HAPPY!!!~ ^^
Hope to go out with you guys again.. :)




tooWent back to my mum’s hometown which is in Sitiawan..
There’s nothing much on the 1st day of CNY..
Just go and visit my great grandmother nia..&&&&&&&&&&&&
(collect angpows)..wheeeeeee!.. =P
On the 2nd day le, I woke up as early as 7.50am..
cuz need to go for the MCA open house..need to give out some help in giving people foods [satay, karipap, fried chicken, ‘vadei’, otak-otak, cakes, etc etc]..
There’s so damn many people le..It freaks me out man! I was so damn busy in giving out the food for them..Until my ownself also don’t have time for myself to eat.. =.=”
Haizzz…But nevermind la..it helps me to ‘jien fei’ mah..LOL.. xD
And somemore I got no mood to eat food this few days..so I don’t mind if I didn’t eat any food on that time..kekeke..
Owh yea..i almost forget the important part..
I drank PURE wine for around 3-4 cups which contain 13.5% of alcohol..
And that was my 1st time drinking pure wine..or maybe my 2nd time..don’t really remember.. =P
Anyway, I was kinda drunk on that day..but im not 100% drunk la..my cheeks was so freaking red..GOSH!
I might crap some nonsence stuff to my family + friends who talk or sms me on that time..
I just wanna use this opportunity to apologize if I’ve said anything wrong to you guys [to whoever who talks with me when im drunk]..IM SORRY.. ‘dui bu qi’..
my cheeks was still red on the next day..but not as red as the day berofe la..
But my otak sudah tak betul le..sot sot jor..or can be said as ‘wayar dalam kepala sudah putus’..LOL.. =.=”
*SIGH*
Wish I was 100% drunk that day..so that I can say whatever I feel like saying..CRAP!! hahahahaha..here's a pic of what i've drank during CNY..


GOSH!! it's my fav game!!!!!
teehee.. xD
Wishing you all happy CHINESE NEW YEAR to everyone who celebrates it..
Or in another version:
‘GONG XI FA CAI, ang pow na lai’..LOL.. xD

Till then..
CIAOZZZZZ~ :)




















IM OFFICIALLY SICK!![jangkitan virus drp *SECRET*dan RESHWEEN]

sobxx.. ='(




WITH ALL I AM - HILLSONG

into Your hand
i commit again
with all I am
for You Lord

You hold my world
in the palm of Your hand
and I'm Yours forever

CHORUS

Jesus I believe in You
Jesus I belong to You
You're the reason that I live
the reason that I sing
with all I am

I'll walk with You
wherever You go
through tears and joy
I'll trust in You

and I will live
in all of Your ways and
Your promises forever

CHORUS

I will worship
I will worship You forever

CHORUS




GOD,pls save me!!

ARGGHHHHHH!!!
so damn stressed up man! damn many homework le especially MODERN MATHS *fainted*..seriously!im not joking..but thank GOD i've already finished almost 60% of my homework.. =P

*PHYSICS - NOT YET FINISH*
*MODERN MATHS - NOT YET FINISH* ='(
*SEJARAH - FINISHED*
*ADD MATHS - FINISHED*
*BIOLOGY -FINISHED*


Not only that,there will be more homework coming up next week (for the CNY hols) .. :(
AIYO!!! sobxxx... ARGHHH!!! =/




Whoever who gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/her:

*PRISCIE MEI*

1. Adorable
2. Caring
3. Loving
4. Understanding
5. Pretty
6. Smart
7. Helpful
8. Unique
9. Friendly
10.Faithful

The person who got tagged has to write 10 things about himself/herself:

1. SUPER SENSITIVE!!
2. a person who really LOVES GOD!! =]
3. hot-tempered
4. open minded
5. love EMO STYLE alot! =P
6. love to joke around
7. playful
8. love to crap
9. kinda friendly [if u're good to me,i'll be good to you]
10.short term memory lost..sorry..LOL

At the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names:

1. Menuka
2. Adrian
3. Don
4. Sara Lee
5. Daljeet
6. Chai
7. Teng Teng [jie]
8. Brenda
9. Joony Tunes aka JY.. LOL!! XD
10.Princess



i got tagged by Priscie mei.. :)




I wanna tag…..

1. Sara Lee

2. Brenda

3. Menuka

4. Dajeet

5. Adrian Yap

6. Don

7. Chai

8. Teng teng [jie]

9. Priscie [mei]

10. Princess



How do you know 1?
From school lor..and also from BSM [YOUTH 1] ^^..

What would you do if you never meet 2?
I would probably MISS her.. =D

What would you do if 3&4 dated you?
GOSH!! Im not a lesbian!!

Do you think 5&6 make a good couple?
Both are guys..SWT =.=”

Do you think 7 is attractive?
DUHHH…

Do you know anything about 8’s family?
Ermmmm…NOPE~ I wish I could..

Tell me something about 9?
She’s DAMN ADORABLE man! What else can I say? Pretty? Sweet? Lovely? Smart? LOL.. =)

What language do 2 speak?
English?

Who is 3 going out with?
No one..or maybe FRENS?

How old is 4?
Same age as mine..

When was the last time you talked to 5?
Errrr…during YACF 08’ camp?

Who’s 6 favourite singer?
Hmmm…??

Would u date 7?
If I was a GUY la.. LOL.. =P

10 single?
Guess so..

What is 9’s last name?
Dunno le..so sorry mei~ T____T

Which school does 2 go to?
MGS if im not mistaken..

What do you think about 3?
Ultimate crapper? LOL.. =D





i got tagged by JOONY TUNES aka JY!! LOL.. XD




Yesterday was the first day of school..
Most of them seems to be happy to meet back their friends after having 6 weeks of school break..they look kinda energetic to me..But sad to say that I’m NOT!!!
My day in school was like so FREAKING BORED + TIRED + RESTLESS + SLEEPY + BLA BLA BLA..to tell the truth, I didn’t sleep the whole day thinking of what will happen in school the next day,who will the 1st one to hug me *LOL* [thx 4 ur warm hug,chai] ^^,what to do,how must I react when I see my friends and the most IMPORTANT reason is IM having INSOMNIA!!! SWT =.=”
Haizzz..

Until here only la..wanna have a nap 1st..
Tataz!~ :)




On x’mas eve, as usual, I’ll go to church to celebrate the born of our saviour, Jesus Christ..as we started to sing x’mas songs, everyone started to stare at me..wanna know why? I think it’s because I sang the song to loud..haha..what to do? I terlalu excited ady..LOL..At the end of the mass, we wished everyone a MERRY AWESOME X’MAS..and I cant forget the moment when a woman said ‘VERY GOOD’ to me,my sis and Jean..cause we’re the only one who sing loudly + full with JOY at our place..LOL..
And the most important thing is…………………………………………………………………………………….
I GOT A NEW HANDPHONE for x’mas!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOO!!! YIPPI YEAY!!!!
=]




I went to Genting on the following day [25/12] to celebrate x’mas..hehe..so nice leh..got santa also..then got so many type of GIANT MASCOT somemore..SYOK GILER MAN!! LOL.. XD
But got so many ppl in genting leh..so sesak..haizzz… T____T


Until here only la…I lazy wanna type somemore..kekeke.. =P
CIAOZZZ!!!

*sharon*
｡◕‿◕｡ ABOUT ME ｡◕‿◕｡
Sharon is my name.
I first opened my eyes on the 17th of November 1993.
18 years old this year.
from Ipoh, Perak.
Im proud to be a Christian! ^^
Im a super sensitive kid who will take things very seriously.
Kinda hot-tempered at times.
Aha, the most important thing is, Im a very forgetful person. (V-E-R-Y- F-O-R-G-E-T-F-U-L-!!!!!)

Loves & Hates

♥ God!!!! ^_^
♥ Family & friends
♥ hanging out with friends
♥ travelling (if can, as far as possible from the current city that im staying in. Please don’t ask me why)
♥ on9-ing
♥ sleeping (zZz)
♥ helping others who are in need ( but please don’t take advantage of me by asking me to do this and that)
♥ making new friends :)

✖ Bitches
✖ Sweet talkers (BACK OFF!)
✖ People who act as if she/he is so smart
✖ Mengada case people
✖ Annoying people (Please don’t annoy me cause I seriously hate it!)
✖ Perasan case people
✖ Pretenders!! (Don’t pretend to be someone else when you’re not. Just be yourself!)
✖ Backstabbers!!! (You may say what you like about me to the others cause I’ll never give a damn on what you say. Don’t JUDGE me if you don’t really know me well. I’ll just take it as you’re jealous of me if you backstab me from my back. So, please don’t waste YOUR ENERGY to backstab me cause there’s no point of you doing it. Do remember that what goes around, comes around. Good luck to those of you who have ever backstabbed me because karma will return it back to you. :-D)

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